Kelley Brennan has a great day planned. It's Earth Day. Her sixth-grade
class is going to plant a dogwood tree, and Kelley is going to give
a speech to everybody about the project she did for science class
to protect the wild bird hatchlings on top of the hardware store.
She even gets up extra early to paint a picture of the world on
her thumbnail in honor of the occasion. Kelley is excited about
all these things. But there is something else in store for her that
day, something that she didn't plan.
On the way home that evening, Kelley and her mother are in a car crash.
Kelley wakes up in the Burn Ward of the hospital, with second- and
third-degree burns on her right side --- her leg, her hand, and her face. She
spends the next eight weeks in the hospital. Pins are drilled into her burned
and broken leg. The nurses use tweezers to pluck the dead skin from her body,
piece by piece. And the doctors have to take skin from other parts of her
body and graft it into the burned parts. Then she has to wear a special mask
fitted over her face to press against the new skin so it will grow in like it
should, without being puffy and lumpy.
The pain is horrible, and Kelley is afraid and very angry. She can't remember
how the accident happened, and at first she doesn't want to. She builds up a
wall in her mind to block everything out. People say that the young trucker
speeded out of nowhere, that Kelley and her mother were just in the wrong
place at the wrong time. Kelley is mad that the young man doesn't ever come
to see her, to apologize or to admit what he did to her. And she's mad at the
nurses who make her wear the face mask. When her friends come to see her,
she's mean to them, and she throws all the mail from her classmates into a
basket without reading it. She won't talk to anybody.
Kelley's mother was burned, too, but she wasn't hurt as badly as Kelley
because there was an airbag on her side of the car. Every day she visits
Kelley, with her canvas tote bag full of pretty, special gifts. She cooks
Kelley's favorite foods and brings them to the nurses to give her. Kelley
notices that her mother looks different than before --- more worried, tense,
and strained. But her mother never complains.
Eventually, Kelley starts tearing down the mental wall she built, brick by
brick, and she remembers the accident. Is it a dream, or did it really happen
that way? She isn't sure. And she doesn't know what to do about it. Whose
hands pulled her out of the car just before it exploded? Will she ever be
able to piece her life back together and face the world with her mask on? Can
she go back to school? Will her friends still like her? If you read this
book, you'll discover how much courage it can take to face the truth and go
on with your life.
---Reviewed by Tamara Penny